Why life is weird?

Why life is weird, when you grow
Why do things change, as you know?
Happy being unaware of some roads
Now I don’t feel happy coming back home

Wanting those things, which I wouldn’t have got
Now I never feel happy, way I use to
Just dragging my foots off the lane
I reach the place, where tags glow!

Growing with friends, time was glad
Where we talked about future, things we will have
Now that time has made us split
Fighting with time for long, greed inside me has agreed!

Now whenever people see me smile, they say I have grown
They don’t know of history that I have, with being grown
Now that I have killed child in me, they don’t know!
I now avoid throwing pebbles in sea, memories have gone!